Yes. [Snow falls to coat the wood at their feet as he breaks the silence. He doesn't look away from Sakakura's eyes. It feels disrespect to how deeply personal this is to all parties. His grief mutes all other sounds but their voices. Out of all of them in the room, only he has the experiences that are being asked about. It feels a bit like taking out his medical file and holding it up. He still doesn't look away. His voice doesn't waver.]
...it isn't like we were different people after the video. Our personalities were intact. But our motivations became the same as Enoshima's. Seek our own despair.
...Sensei urged us to follow our dreams after we were all Despairs. [He folds his arms over his chest. He doesn't want to look at anyone. This is territory he would rather not dwell on. Even if things turned out alright in the end. It doesn't change who died and what they did. He finally looks back at his work desk.]
I feel dwelling on this won't do any of us any good. We need a way to mend Sensei's mind. ....and I know a possible way. It has been used on terminal illness. Curses.
But the requirements are the problem in this case.
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...it isn't like we were different people after the video. Our personalities were intact. But our motivations became the same as Enoshima's. Seek our own despair.
...Sensei urged us to follow our dreams after we were all Despairs. [He folds his arms over his chest. He doesn't want to look at anyone. This is territory he would rather not dwell on. Even if things turned out alright in the end. It doesn't change who died and what they did. He finally looks back at his work desk.]
I feel dwelling on this won't do any of us any good. We need a way to mend Sensei's mind. ....and I know a possible way. It has been used on terminal illness. Curses.
But the requirements are the problem in this case.