[ There's a slight pause as he takes a breath in, and then out. Trying to calm himself down because he knows there's something there. ]
If you ever want something from me, you just have to ask. Don't assume that I will or won't do anything. And it's not a problem for me to do more than what seems necessary, either. But as for your question, it depends. I... haven't been Kamukura in a while. It might be different now. But back then, it was exhausting but also a relief when I came out of it.
Because Kamukura is full of apathy, it's a bit of a surprising jolt when I feel my emotions resurface. Now, it would probably be better, since I can control it and... he's also a part of me now. Rather than how I was before, trying to reject him.
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[ There's a slight pause as he takes a breath in, and then out. Trying to calm himself down because he knows there's something there. ]
If you ever want something from me, you just have to ask. Don't assume that I will or won't do anything. And it's not a problem for me to do more than what seems necessary, either. But as for your question, it depends. I... haven't been Kamukura in a while. It might be different now. But back then, it was exhausting but also a relief when I came out of it.
Because Kamukura is full of apathy, it's a bit of a surprising jolt when I feel my emotions resurface. Now, it would probably be better, since I can control it and... he's also a part of me now. Rather than how I was before, trying to reject him.